YA ALLAH, aku dh tk kuat :'(

Hm knp ramai yg suka ckp pasal aku? Ya allah, apa aku dh buad smpai besar sngt dugaan yg kau berikan kpd ku :'( Aku tk larat nak tnggung smuaa beban ni, hm. Kalau betul ini smua dugaan utk hambamu ini, aku redhaa. Berikanlah aku kesabaran yaallah. Aku hnya hambamu yg lemah. Eykaa kuat eykaa, sabarr. Biar la org bercakap pasal kamu, biar laa org kata mcm-2. Diam je eykaa, tuhan ade. Hm tp aku sakit sngt hati. HASIF, im sorry, sumpah aku tk buad smua tu. Kau boleh tgk wall aku, aku tk tahu mcm mana budak sch kau boleh ckp mcm tuu. Even kau percaya kan aku, aku tahu hati kau sakit, sbb tu aku msg mcm tuu dekat kau. Aku tkna hati kau sakit, aku nak kau dapat yg lebih baik. 

Youu were meant to fall and break
every rule left in my world
destined to leave traces,
or maybe scars, you decide
but you were meant
for me :'(

for one second, or whatever time we can have
what comes next ?
what will you do to me ?
i'm tired of waiting
whatever it is, do it now !

 

#what ever others were talked about me, you still love me. Thanks, Lovesyoumore !